Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).
This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".
If you would like to use the SC account for ANY reason beside posting in this thread, please PM me- even if it's under the SC name (this is not to exert authority, but to maintain order over a very accessible account).
I'm confused like I don't know what's going on but I feel like I'm still the one moving it forward. I feel love again, something that makes me the happiest I can be. I feel detached, like I need to stay somewhere... But nowhere seems to fit me. I'm an outsider, but... I'm okay. I'm working on changing my life and self for the better, and I guess to do that I have to detach from what didn't make me... me.
I have a huge crush on someone from this site. I makes me dramatic, crazy, and stalkerish. I am like Edward-Freaking-Cullen over this person, which makes me sound even more creepy. I just wish I was in their state, because then I'd at least have a little bit of a chance with them. Now that I have successfully made myself sound like a creeper, I will log out of this account and you can read this and find me creepy.
I can't tell the person. It would ruin a friendship, and be beyond awkward from that point on. I have no chance with this person. And the feelings just keep coming back.