Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).
This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".
If you would like to use the SC account for ANY reason beside posting in this thread, please PM me- even if it's under the SC name (this is not to exert authority, but to maintain order over a very accessible account).
I'm falling apart.
I just wish that there was somebody to give me a hug.
I love my friends online, but '*hugs*' isn't the same.
I need to be able to touch somebody right now and feel them there and know that they exist.
*sobs*
I'll never find myself attractive, and it's all your fault.
I'll never be able to diet without starving myself, and its all your fault.
And I'll never be able to trust anyone in a relationship, and yeah, that's your fault too.
I deviate between depressed as hell and happy as fuck. I now know why people say the medicine I'm on has made them depressed: It makes you care. Is it bad that I might not be able to handle caring about myself?
Everybody acts like they know if I tell them one little thing. Truth is, nobody knows me as well as they think they do. I want it to stay like that because if I reveal more, you won't want to be my friend. You'll be disappointed and I don't want that. That would kill me.
Oh god, the horror, the pure unadulterated horror that is Montreal, I'm not quite sure if you are or aren't because I'm seeing doublish right now, if you are you should go to Beaudry, aka the gay village, and find the >.> toy store.