Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).
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I find myself avoiding him, but I'm too much of a coward to break up with him. And I feel horrible for leading him on by pretending it's all great still...
Break up with him. You're doing a favor for both of you. Sure, he might be hurt, but if you don't like him there's no use wasting both of your time and making this even harder for him. Let him move on if you don't want to be with him.
How original, a fifteen year old who feels like she's living a lie.
And that's fine because I hate feeling weak and pitiful. I don't want anyone to worry about me. I want to be a shallow, silly adolescent like all of my 'friends'.
But sometimes it'd be nice to not feel so... Fake.
But, I don't feel fine. And, a part of me wants to pull everything down so that it matches my mood. Rip apart everything good, destroy everything that might bring happiness. And then I'll be all alone and everything will be in ruins. But, my mood will finally be justified.