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Those freak me the fuck out, not gunna lie. I think I just need the experience to get it over with.
And I'm really sorry you're upset about it. :(
I'm guessing it wasn't your idea. Did you like him at least? Do you still?
The feeling will pass eventually, sweetie.
This boyfriend of mine....he's going to be the death of me.
Not only do I worry constantly about him and follow his Twitter to make sure he's not dead but I worry that he doesn't like me constantly. I mean, guys just don't say "I love you" if they don't mean it, right? I mean, if a guy or girl does that, they're jerks but I don't I'd think of him as a jerk if all of this turns out to be a lie. I'm turning into one of those needy/obsessive girlfriends. I mean, I'm not exactly the most stable girlfriend so he probably (hopefully) worries about me. I mean, he and his sister (my best friend) have started a mission to save me from myself which will never happen. Which makes me think he might just be doing this because he doesn't want his sister to be all sad because she has to deal with a constantly depressed friend. Which makes me think he only started dating me because he felt sorry for me.
Ugh....shoot me now.
I've cheated in every relationship.
Usually it was over internet or text so...it was a "different" kind of infidelity.
But this was physical, serious, real-life cheating.
She was dying to do it, but...I made the move.
Fuck you hormones, with a barb-wired rake.
I promised I would never cheat and leave. So do I...try to forget this and stay?
I'm just...furious, anxious, flattered, disappointed, and conflicted all at once.
Just so confused.
Don't tell her just so you can get it off your chest.
That's cruel. And stupid.
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This looks like it sucks. No advice, just lots of sympathy.
I know that when you guys joke about me not having a boyfriend you're just doing that. Joking.
I know it's completely irrational and I know that I always just brush it off with a joke. But for fuck's sake, would you please just shut up for once? I get it. For some reason I am inferior and for some reason I'm not seen as girlfriend material. I can tell that. I can tell that no guy is interested in me and I have a huge fucking pool to pick from.
I don't need you guys to poke at the things that I clearly don't have. I know you're joking but it bugs me because it seems like just about everyone else does have a boyfriend or was asked out or someone likes them.
I don't know what's wrong with me and saying I don't care would be a lie. But I don't need to be reminded.
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