I feel rather betrayed, and would like to rant for a minute.
Two of my best friends deliberately did something they knew would make me worried. Little did they know I have an extreme temper, and care way to much about my friends.
I got onto the chat that we always congregate at to find that something was wrong with my friend Mary, and that she had talked to my other friend, Lyss, on private chat which we only reserve for important events. I casually asked her what was wrong, being that I'm incredibly nosy and that I care enough about her to want to know what's wrong. I get a dismissive reply, and responded with something to the extent of "Oh.. ok. Everything's ok right? Anything you want to talk about?".
She then told me it was all a prank to make me worried about her. I didn't believe her and called her a liar, and continued to call her one as Lyss vouched for her, being that they were the ones that came up with the whole thing. I became furious as they continued to deny it, and Lyss started to yell at me for not believing that what she they were telling me was true. How was I supposed to believe them? No normal person would want to believe their best friends weren't lying to you about a cruel prank.
Finally I gave in, and believed them. Then it hit me. This all seemed familiar. OH YEAH! LYSS DID THE SAME DAMN THING TO ME A YEAR AGO! Only instead of it being about Mary it was about her step-mom DYING, who is perfectly fine by the way. That's when I exploded. I yelled at Lyss for doing the same thing to me that had made me scream and cry and throw a chair across the room when I found out she'd just been playing a prank on me the first time. Today I was only screaming and crying, an improvement I suppose. /_\ She just yelled back at me.
Lyss is supposed to be one of my best friends. She knows me so well, every inch of my personality and how my mind works. How could she do this to me? She promised never to do anything like this again the first time... She expects me to trust her? It doesn't work like that. I've told her all my deepest darkest secrets only to have her play a cruel prank on me AGAIN. Fool me once, shame on me. Fool me twice, shame on you. I'm done. I'm sick of being lied to and being told what I'm thinking. I consider myself an idividual, so why the fuck am I listening to these people I call friends?
Ok... I'm done. Just had to get that out..
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