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"I thought it might upset you knowing that he was in town."
No, I think upsetting would running into my ex and a few of my friends in Wallmart and not even knowing he was in town. Upsetting is what you call seeing him hitting on your 'friend', and her flirting back. Upsetting is the fact that I ever even met him, as he's done nothing but screw up my life since then. At least he's going to college now. I'll never see his effing face again. Hopefully.
But I told my friend how he is. How he'll make you happy until he gets what he wanted. And if he doesn't 'get it', then he'll leave you. And I get it, he makes you feel special. But the believability is all part of his sick, twisted game.
I told her that. And she still thinks he can change. Part of me feels betrayed, and part of me doesn't want to see my friend get hurt.
>.>
So last night, I finally got sick of my insanely bushy eyebrows. My parents won't let me get them plucked or anything, because they say that I should be proud of my heritage or something like that. So I took some scissors into the bathroom and started cutting off the wild ends. It was all going well and I was really pleased... that is, until my hand slipped and I accidentally cut half of the middle-topish area of my left eyebrow. It now looks something like this: ❚❚❚⩩❚❚❚
-_- I'm an idiot, and really embarrassed. So even though I'm using eyebrow pencil to make it look normal, it's worse than before, because I have to use it for both eyebrows otherwise it looks really weird, and it's way darker than before.
... I did that like two weeks ago. Well I didn't cut them off but I plucked off too many "stray" hairs at the ends. If you have long bangs you can cover the messed up eyebrow like I do.
Ouch. x.x That sucks. It'll grow back, though, and other people won't notice it as much as you do.
And next time try tweezers instead of scissors. Just pluck the stray ones on the edges off, and then, depending on the shape, some of the ones under the arch. Works so much better.
I realize I've been treating my ex-BF like a squee.
I really should stop, but then he'll believe that he's won, and continue to believe that he's never done anything wrong. Which is what I've been trying to convince him otherwise about.
Why do I have to be the fucking mature one here? I hate being a bitch, but he thinks he can get away with whatever he wants. He's old enough to know better.
I'm pretty sure two girls are actually competing for me, and I'm not even trying to be egotistical because I really wish they weren't. It may kind of feel good on the inside, but it doesn't considering however this ends, I'm going to let one or both of them down. Probably the first, because I do like the one...