Secret Confessions

[Doomy]

[Edited Because I Fracking Can]

Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).

This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".

If you would like to use the SC account for ANY reason beside posting in this thread, please PM me- even if it's under the SC name (this is not to exert authority, but to maintain order over a very accessible account).

Thank you!


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[Secret Confessor]

"Wait 'till this one gets older, you'll be beating boys away with a stick."

"Eh, I think we're safe."

Thanks, dad. Thanks loads. >.>

[Lamp Post]

Psh.  Look at it like you can go off beating them with a stick, yourself. 

 

Don't think you're not gorgeous/amazing. :D

[nathan_p]

Yeah, safe in the sense that he won't need a stick, he'll need a minigun.

[Megan (Fishy)]

My dad answered the door in (police) uniform, complete with the gun belt, when I went on my first date. So glad the boy already knew my family, but jeez.

 

*hugs* You're gorgeous. Really. Everyone here is absolutely beautiful, it's ridiculous. Just because your dad was being an ass (or maybe he was joking, I don't know the situation) doesn't mean anything.

 

 

[Devil's Sunrise]

If it makes you feel any better, I wouldn't want my dad to think I'm pretty. Nor my mom, considering my gender.

 

It's nothing to worry about. Parents say things and don't realize the authority they have with it. He was just ignorant.YOU SO GORGEUS

[Secret Confessor]

I know people care about me but I've been told I'm worthless all the time that it just doesn't seem to matter. I mean, I know I'm never going to be pretty and honestly, if someone does think I'm pretty, they haven't seen me that well. I'm not only fat, I have acne, and I have ugly features. Plus, I have an ugly personality. So, I'm not awesome or amazing or all of these other wonderful things that you guys tell me. Someone other than me is like that.

 

And honestly, I'm not quite sure why my boyfriend is with me. I know that what I said about him just jokingly dating me caused him to break up with me but I can't help thinking that. I mean, why me? There's so many other girls out there for him. He needs someone stable and happy. And most of all, a beautiful girl inside and out. I can't give him that. And it kills me inside but I need to break up with him. I don't deserve someone as wonderful as him.

 

Also, I feel like a whore. I mean, I've never done anything with guys in RL but I've done things with guys on the Internet. I'd get on Omegle and wait for a guy to come on and let them do whatever they wanted. I never got on a video chat but I still feel so dirty about it.

 

There's so many people I've hurt on here. And I feel so terrible about it. It really adds to whatever loathing I have against myself. I'm a horrible excuse for a human being. I just deserve to be shot. And if I had a gun, I'd help everyone out and just do it. No matter what the people that care say, I'm never going to be good enough. I'm never going to be a good friend. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I've let everyone down. I can't continue this.

[Devil's Sunrise]

Don't ever worry. You don't have to like yourself for other people to like you.

[Secret Confessor]

We know each other, so I'll be SC to keep it anonymous.

 

I wish you knew how gorgeous, funny, and caring that you are.  If you had more self-confidence - damn, you'd be unstoppable.

Trust your boyfriend.  It sounds like you really both need each other, and that he likes you a whole lot.

 

As for the third paragraph - talk to me when it keeps bugging you again.  You know I've had the same situation and that it is a terrible, awful feeling.  You're not a whore - you needed gratification from somewhere, and hopefully you've decided that that isn't the place to find it. The feelings will pass.

 

Sweetie, everything will clear up.  Even if you have some off-days, we all love you and understand. 

Especially me, I love you so much.

[MusicInTheWind]

Thank you. I thank every single one of you for being amazing people. I wish I could be as amazing as you guys are but unfortunately, I'm not there yet. But one day and hopefully soon, I'll be the person that you'll be proud to call a friend. I don't deserve that now and I wish I could be there for some of you but I have to prove myself. Because for right now, I'm not a good friend. I'll get myself under control and I'm trying for all of you. I hope you guys haven't given up on me yet.

[Hannah]

You're welcome? I would never give up on you, dear.

[MusicInTheWind]

Hannah, you're gorgeous and I think you're amazing in every way anyone could be amazing. I really wish I talked to you more because I really enjoy talking to you.

 

Thanks. It means a lot.

[Hannah]

Could you tell my parents that? Aw, you're wonderful.