Secret Confessions

[Doomy]

[Edited Because I Fracking Can]

Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).

This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".

If you would like to use the SC account for ANY reason beside posting in this thread, please PM me- even if it's under the SC name (this is not to exert authority, but to maintain order over a very accessible account).

Thank you!


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[Megan (Fishy)]

Oh Doomy.... *hugs*

[Doomy]

Thanks. :) *Sniff* It's just a little... overwhelming. I've been over it for a while now, but I just know that I'm not going to be looking at new years the same way for a while.

[Kayte]

Not so secret confession: I'm afraid my grades are going to keep me from going to college. I'm worried for my future every day. But somehow that worry can never manifest into me actually doing the work, I just have no motivation what so ever.

[Megan (Fishy)]

SAME.

Sorry, that needed caps. Badly.

But, yes, exactly the same. Only I'm only a freshman.

[Secret Confessor]

I guess I feel excluded from everyone. I have two semi-good friend in real life. One, that is great at school and all, we're like twins, but when we see each other out of school she complete ignores me. The other is nice and all, but she always coping me, or back stabbing me and I just take it all and never get mad. Maybe 'excluded' isn't the word but its the first word that popped into my head. Online I think I have friends but I'm not sure. I'm feel like I'm trying to talk but nobody cares. *shrugs* I guess I just weird, or selfish maybe.

[Megan (Fishy)]

1) You're not selfish for thinking this. I just wanted to clear that up.
2) You're here, so yes, you have online friends. Plenty of them. We're right here. *hugs*

[Lamp Post]

*understands*

I agree with Fishy.

You are, in no way, selfish for thinking this. Too, its good to question your friends.

I'm not sure who you are, exactly, but I can assure you that we care, I care. If you ever need to talk or anything we're here for you and ready to listen provided we have access to a computer. *offers tea*

While at times, it's good to suck things up like that and just never get mad, perhaps you need to call her out or something, and point out what she's doing. Don't let her push you around too much, anyway. *luffles you*

[Megan (Fishy)]

For some groups/pairs of people, sometimes even if we don't have access to a computer. If any of you are in a really, really, really bad situation and you need to talk and I'm not online, I'll expect a call or text. (And for those of you international people, Yahoo and Google have SMS with their messengers.....)

Also, because I'm replying anyway, I second everything that Lamp said that I missed in my first post.

[Secret Confessor]

- I'm afraid of the future. Really, really afraid.

- I don't remember who I used to be, but I know I miss her -- I miss always being "on", never having to drag myself out of bed in the morning or force myself to make some kind of sense. I miss being able to contribute to a conversation and know I'm not saying something hideously out of context.

I'm so tired.

[Megan (Fishy)]

Oh hon. You need a break. We all need a break, lately, but... *hugs*

[RantingSidekick]

*hugs*
*tucks into bed*

Your past self in still in there, I promise you.
We love you.

[Lamp Post]

*understands*

*offers tea*