That's.... well, I would say that's odd, but..... it's actually very nice. I've only really "liked" two people. One of them was my friend's boyfriend. That sucked. So I basically just said nothing at all to anyone and avoided him.... for two years.
And then the one that you know about. Sometimes I wonder if I've even gotten over that yet.
No, no, no.... Not Colby. I broke up with him because he annoyed the crap out of me.... Paolo. Yeah, that one.... That was like, more than a year ago.... (you DO know about that, right?)
Only the vague writing you had in your blog. He was It. . . something. It never specifically said anything, though. Just you fancied him, and had. . . issues. And were always doing something stupid/questioning yourself.
Oh, yeah, it was very vague on purpose..... We.... were "dating," but at the same time we weren't, and I was.... an idiot, and he was an asshole, and I looked past that completely. And still do sometimes.
And the "doing something stupid or questioning myself" basically sums up my entire life.
Nah, nothing that important, but if I ever try to do something else stupid (and if I tell you about it... I usually don't warn people when I'm about to make one of these mistakes, but if I told anyone it'd probably be you) please stop me. Tell me how stupid I'm being, and be very blunt and rude. I'll appreciate it later.
You'll know it when you see it.... but then again..... eh, just do as you always do, if I mention something and it seems stupid and pointless, tell me I'm being an idiot. Not that you don't do that already anyways.