I could be applying to colleges this fall, like the rest of my friends. Or I could be, say, doing the homework I owe it to other people to do. Instead guess what I'm doing? Still chasing after what I used to have in fandom: someone, anyone, who'll pretend to listen.
Hi. My name is Nathan. I blew the most significant years of my life on something that no longer matters: trying to keep up with a group of people who, in the end, didn't want me. So now I don't have that to fall back on, even.
Maybe "I have no life" wasn't the right way to express the sentiment -- something more along the lines of "more and more, I wish I were dead".
Really, hon, come on now. You know we all love you.... I don't know who you're talking about, but... meh, we're not much, but you have us, and you always will. You're being really hard on yourself. Pretend to listen? We actually will listen, you should know that by now. Anytime I'm online, I'll happily listen to anything you have to say, and I think I can say that the others will do that too.
Permalink Reply by Xuut on October 13, 2009 at 12:24pm
Epic fail.
I was always horrible at remembering the measurements of temperature.