I have homework to do.
I have tests to study for.
I have books to read.
I have plenty of things that I really, really should be doing.
Am I doing anything of importance? No. Of course not. I'm lurking on MX, TTS, the NaNo forums, hanging out here, hanging out on FB..... Why do I never do anything? I can have very good work ethic, I really can, though I don't expect anyone to believe that. I just.... don't give a damn. Which annoys me.
Same. I need to care, but I just.... don't. I thought, if anything, that I'd start caring even more this year, being in HS and all. But I've pretty well fucked up my GPA, to be honest....
Uh, I totally failed the midterm today. So I have a guaranteed C, probably a low C in geometry. And that's if I'm LUCKY. So... Yeah. This is gonna be fun. *wanted to just, like, die in a hole somewhere*
*has told you about this like four times now* *should stop ranting before you get irritated with me too* Everybody else told me to shut up even before I TOOK the test. So I've been ranting on this site/on chat a lot.... Sorry everybody.
Yes I know, you surprisingly didn't tell me to shut up. The rest of the world did. I literally said TWO words after my friend went on her rant, she said "shut up, don't be such a downer." I said "I know." I didn't say anything the rest of the day, and everybody was happy.
Yeah, I.... constantly worry that I'm irritating people. It's incessant, I can't help it, I just wonder why everyone hasn't gotten angry with me yet, if they don't immediately get pissed off. I just assume that everyone has a reason to be annoyed with me.
I feel like I talk on chat too much. >.>
Other times I feel like I don't talk enough.