What are you doing right now?

[EndOfTheEarth]

Besides posting on here and replying to this thread. Original credit for this goes back to Fate and Nathan on MX.

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I will when she gets on.

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I like the darkness.

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Oh, I see. XD

I'm pretty used to it. These sites are the two tabs that I keep open at all times.

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The message:

(Read this. I don't care where you read it, whether you take it somewhere else after you close the discussion and ban this account. Just read it, listen, and try to understand. As far as I know, you're human, too. :D)

Dear mods,

I don't know if you've realized this yet or not, but I'm never leaving this site. More precisely, there's nothing that you can do that will make me leave. I'll leave of my own free will, or not at all.

*sigh*

My reason for coming on here isn't actually to antagonize you, or other members. It's to send a message. I don't want this to be on PMs - you have the opportunity to ignore that. Far as I figure, there's no way in Hell you can ignore this.

Here's my message to you - and it'd be lovely if you could read this, before or after you delete the discussion is fine:

I understand why I was banned, why you thought I deserved that ban.

I don't agree with it, or understand why it was permanent. Genn has said that my ban came from the boss, that she couldn't lift my ban, no matter what I said.

Okay. Fine. Whatever.

This isn't about me, this isn't for me. Far as I can tell, my situation is irreversible. I, of course, hope it's not, but, unless this letter truly changes your minds, I'm willing to bet that it is.

I'm simply here to remind you that every member of this site is human. Shocker, right?

Point being, humans have feelings; yes, even those evil antis, even those who may cause a little disruption every now and then.

People do change. They learn from their mistakes, and they fix them. It's part of that crazy little concept I like to call "human nature." Though we may be smartasses, wisemouths, and sarcastic as hell, we're still people. Our violations don't - and shouldn't - define our personalities.

All I'm asking for at this point is to give those under your moderation a second chance. Just take another look, and, instead of seeing just what they've done, see who they are.

I know, from experience, that you're capable of doing this. I've been let off the hook before, because Katy decided that my actions overruled my violation. I respect her greatly for that.

The only thing I have left to say is this:

Criminals get out of jail at some point, don't they?

Good? Not good? Worth posting?

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*nods*
Okay. I'll probably post it sometime over the weekend or something, when the mods aren't on. Just to give other people a chance to read it before they delete it.

I was never warned for that which was apparently grounds for my banning. And I'd never been banned before, either. Other than the permanence aspect, though, I pretty much deserved every bit.

See? People learn. People will change. That's the point. I just hope that the mods get it.

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What did you do, anyway? I don't think I ever got the story.

[McFood]

*jumps into conversation*.

Impersonated the MR characters on MX chat. We swore and were sexually explicit.

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Oh, that sounds like a party. XD

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'Twas.

[McFood]

*is also mad at herself*.

It was kinda fun, though.

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It appears as though you're safe now, though.

Yeah, I really regret some of my posts, too. >:|

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But didn't the mods get come into the chat and tell you if you didn't stop you'd get banned? You can't be too surprised that after ignoring that warning the penalties were rather severe.