I was banned

[Doomy]

I was banned, and I want people to know why.

I wrote a little note, not to anyone really, just sort of me pondering. My mom suffers from breast cancer, and I was writing about that in my blog. It went something along the lines of this

"I wonder..."

I wonder when I stopped being shocked at the sight of shots in the 'fridge. I wonder when the words "WARNING: BIOHAZARD" stopped scaring the shit out of me.

I wonder when I began to accept the fact that my mom "just can't" today.

I wonder when I her being bald stopped making me do a double-take. I wonder when I stopped noticing people staring at us as we walk past them.

I wonder when I began counting down the days to our little, rare, outings. When I became used to the three-week cycle that they revolved around.

I wonder when I stopped being a teenager who is scared to be seen in public with her parents.

I wonder when cancer became my norm.

Obviously, that's not the thing word-for-word. I'm still pissed that I didn't save it. But, I said "shit" and thus, I was banned for one month. Well, fan-fucking-tastic. Yeah, I'm pissed. Yeah, I think I have the right to be.

[Tash]

Oh Love,
Of all the cruel heartless bastards in the world we had to get the group that wanted to be moderators.
It's just screwed up banning you for that.
More than screwed up.

You have every right to be pissed.
You have, Every. Fucking. Right.

[odyssey2341]

Gawd, that's awful.

[kenzie]

im sorry that that had to happen and im sorry that ur mom has that ur making me sad :(