Secret Confessions

[Doomy]

[Edited Because I Fracking Can]

Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).

This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".

If you would like to use the SC account for ANY reason beside posting in this thread, please PM me- even if it's under the SC name (this is not to exert authority, but to maintain order over a very accessible account).

Thank you!


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[Lamp Post]

XD You don't rant. Ever.

[Megan (Fishy)]

Okay, I just make very annoying, long-winded, pointless, over-long posts that run in circles and do nothing but waste others' time.

Better?

[o0_flying high_0o]

I'm really bad at posting on here as well. I either feel hypocritical or like I've got no experience when trying to give advice. And it feels odd confessing on here.

[Fate]

Yay? *decides it's a yay* Yay! I'm glad you're happier.

[Fate]

Ah. Been there. That's not fun. 'Course we aren't best friends anymore, but ah, well, we were.

[Fate]

Yay! That's really great. *hugs*

[Secret Confessor]

He tells me to text him.
When I do, he sounds upset.
All I want to know is how his day was.

[Megan (Fishy)]

*hugs forever*

I have no long schpeal to give you. Just a hug, and support. I get it.

[Secret Confessor]

I have suddenly contracted a bad cold.
My "crush" (that seems a silly word) just called me up, asking me on a date for tonight.

I had to hang up and text him, because my voice was so hoarse.

Why is my life a bad chick-lit novel?

[Megan (Fishy)]

Ouch. I'm sorry. *hugs*

Isn't everyones?

[Secret Confessor]

I keep making excuses, to my self and others, as to why I'm not coming out to anyone in real life yet.
Truthfully, I'm just terrified.
Theres two reasons:
1. My town is tiny and homophobic. A my school last year an out of the closet lesbian got beaten up. I don't want to be hurt. I don't want the verbal abuse I know will come as soon as it gets around the school. I've seen them hassle two girls that are holding hands. I don't think I would be able to take it.
2. I'm afraid I'll have no friends by the time its over, because they'll be afraid to be close to me without people thinking they're my girlfriend. I can't go on without friends. A lot of them may be crappy and not know me very well, but I need them.

I'm just afraid. I wish I could be more brave and just try to be myself. To be honest, I'm getting tired of not telling anyone.
If you've guessed who I am, hurray for you.

[Random Girl A.K.A. Nobody]

Your real friends will stick by you and fuck the rest of them. Oh and take karate.