Secret Confessions

[Doomy]

[Edited Because I Fracking Can]

Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).

This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".

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Thank you!


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[Megan (Fishy)]

*nods*

It's weird for me... If I ever like a person, I'll keep it completely secret (and of course we're already friends) and then our mutual friends will ship us together, I'll deny it to myself on principle and actually be convinced it's not true, then eventually I give in and my friends' encouragement makes me fall even harder.
That's what happened with Colby and I, and we started dating.....

I know, I absolutely hate that. And the vulnerable thing.... trust me, it's a scary feeling for a reason. It's horrible when somebody abuses that.

[Lamp Post]

RS - I have trust issues as in I rarely trust someone. But, after I trust them. . . .they pretty much have it forever. Both good and horrid. It takes ages, usually, to do, that, though.

It's easier, however, for me to fix a friendship, than a relationship. From pretty much any standing.

Megan - XD My RL friends are. . . well, they don't want to ship me with anyone, aloud. I think they're afraid I'm rip their heads off. :DDD

. . .and that worked out so well.

I have yet to see someone abuse it, but. . . it can't be too much longer. . .

[Megan (Fishy)]

My RL friends love shipping me with people, usually in the end they all end up banding together and supporting the same pairing. And most of the time they were totally right to begin with.

I had something else to say here, but with that last sentence I know exactly how you'd take it, so I'll pass.

[Lamp Post]

XD My friends have been right in the past. . . . but they know that shipping something won't make a difference. (Well, most of them. Clearly, you have yet to learn that) 'cause I'd never date or do anything about it.

*curious*
What was it?

[Megan (Fishy)]

Why wouldn't you? I mean, I have pessimistic feelings about dating, but I'm not completely against it, I've dated before and if something realistic ever happens like my liking somebody who doesn't live forever away then I'll date again.

Oh, I have an RL friend trying to convince me that Miles is my boyfriend. Yeah...

[Lamp Post]

I'm just. . . against it, I guess.

Who lives forever, now? I'm confused at that comment.

*BOL*
Whoever that is, I love them. That's win.
My fault?

[Megan (Fishy)]

I can somewhat understand that.

I said "forever away." As in "really really far away."

No, actually, it wasn't your fault, it was mine, combined with her imagination. I was texting him at school, I smiled at my phone, she said "who's your boyfriend?" I said "he's not my boyfriend, and you don't know him." So now everytime I'm on my phone and texting him (I still don't know how she can tell who I'm texting) she goes on about it.

[Lamp Post]

*listening to 'Live Forever' by Oasis* *read that wrong* XD

Forever away, like. . . .across the country? Or farther?

XD Win.

[Megan (Fishy)]

>.> I'm not answering questions. It's really freaking hard to not answer questions when I want to talk about something...

[Lamp Post]

It's not Miles, is it? *has wanted to know that, honestly, for ages*

Aw.

I'm here if you ever need me. Private chat, PM, email, I'm here for you, mate. If you ever want to talk, or anything. Your last statement sounded confusing, to say the least. But know I'm here for you.

[Megan (Fishy)]

*rolls eyes* For the sake of being consistent and holding to what I said before, I'm not even going to answer that question.

I know, I know, and thank you... It just.... I don't know.

[Lamp Post]

v.v
I understand. And really wish I had something to trade for that information.

Mmhmm. *understands*