Secret Confessions

[Doomy]

[Edited Because I Fracking Can]

Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).

This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".

If you would like to use the SC account for ANY reason beside posting in this thread, please PM me- even if it's under the SC name (this is not to exert authority, but to maintain order over a very accessible account).

Thank you!


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[Mudkip]

*huggles and squeezes and huggles some more and offers lots of luff and also offers expensive fancy tea*


Oh...

[Fate]

Correction: I'm writing now. Just not Spontaneity. I can't seem to work on that right now.

[Doomy]

*Hugs*.

I have no idea what it feels like to lose a parent, but I came close just about a year ago, with my mother's cancer.

I am so sorry, after what you've been through it IS really unfair. You have every right to be sad or upset (if you can squeeze in a few tears to the person taking away your dog and maybe play the sympathy card a bit....) I'm so sorry that you have to go through this, but you need to talk to someone about it. *Huggles* We're all here for you, in one way or another.

[Secret Confessor]

I love it here. I love the Internet. I love you guys.

But sometimes I just want to leave. I used to just think "oh, I'll get over it", but now it's becoming much more frequent.

I hate my addiction to this place. But I love the place itself, and the people.

This is kind of random...

In other news: D: I'm sad about this. But also glad. :) But mostly upset. D:

[Secret Confessor]

I might be trying to move on too. I need to love the people physically in my life now...

[Secret Confessor]

I am tired of feeling unnoticed, invisible. Even with the people who are supposed to be my closest friends. It's just... I'm reasonably certain that if I disappeared tomorrow they wouldn't be overly affected. Fixing it seems so simple too, but I can't seem to manage it. And part of me is just tired of trying....

[EndOfTheEarth]

How involved are you?

[Secret Confessor]

How involved am I in what?

[EndOfTheEarth]

In the goings-on on the site(s).

[Secret Confessor]

Involved. Well I have good friends here. But, I'm talking about real life friends, unfortunately.

[EndOfTheEarth]

Then how about with these friends, how involved are you with them?

[Secret Confessor]

Involved. They've been my group for, most of them, four years now. Some less, some a lot more. I see them, spend time with them every school day. And outside of school, while we don't go out constantly, we still do things together sort of regularly. So the fact they seemed to have some how tuned out my existence, even while I'm right there with them, stings just a tad.