What are you doing right now?

[EndOfTheEarth]

Besides posting on here and replying to this thread. Original credit for this goes back to Fate and Nathan on MX.

[Kayte]

I wont eat in front of people and every time I enter my house and see the coat wrack I think for a split second it's a very tall man who's going to murder me.
I'm afraid to be around people who like me because they might expect to much from me, and I expect anyone who really knows me hates me. I'm afraid that people are watching me all of the time so I'm always looking out behind me. When the phone rings while I'm home alone I expect it to be a rapist or a killer coming to get me. I can't leave my Bathroom door open because I'm afraid my cat will drown in the tub (that has no water in it). Believe me, my paranoia is annoying even to me, buit even though I know it's ridiculous, It still scares me.

[Megan (Fishy)]

*understands*

I get annoyed with my own paranoia, which makes me even more paranoid, because then I think I'm annoying other people, which will make them hate me. I love hatemail from people I don't like, or don't know well. But friends hating me is pretty much right up there for "worst fear."

[Kayte]

Yeah, I agree. Being hated by random strangers is amusing, being hated by people you trust is scary.

[Megan (Fishy)]

Friends hating you is probably the worst thing that could ever happen. For me, at least.

[Lamp Post]

Oh, here I thought you were doing something much more. . . .complex

[Megan (Fishy)]

*same*
I thought she was like re-coding the system or something..... well, not that complex. It's been rated at up to a decade for even world class hackers to completely hack admin of any readily available OS, and by then it'd be obsolete anyway.... *rambles on*

[Lamp Post]

. . . . . .
*got lost in your rant*

[Megan (Fishy)]

*figured*

I..... may or may not have done a little research on it two summers ago. *wonders where you got lost* *was speaking English.... nerdy English, but still English*

[Kayte]

*snorts* Naw, I'm not in the mood to be complex. If I was my computer would still suck anyways so...

[Lamp Post]

Naw, I just had to re-read it.

*usually has to reread your computer rants* :D

[Megan (Fishy)]

XD

Everyone finds it terribly funny when I go off like that IRL. I get really into it, apparently, like a normal person ranting about her annoying friend, or bitchy parents? According to others, I get that involved in my techie rants. *shrugs*

[Lamp Post]

Gets like that when talking about the Trojan War or Greek Mythology, Top Gear, or Monty Python.