It's some fucker named Chaosmaster16 or some fucking thing.
I'm tempted to go to his page and call him an asshole, tell him to get the fuck back to whatever pages it is he normally stalks, but Wiki dun liek dat.
...what, an anti-depressant?
In all honesty, meds won't do you much good without a change in lifestyle. Trust me, having been there.
Your best bet, find a real social group, of real people, that you mean face-to-face in real life, often. A good way to do it is to find a writing group. One of the people in the group I'm currently attending reads fanfics (crossover and slash simultaneously--not the kind of fic I'm fond of), so I'm sure there's someone you could meet out there in RL who could find J/R amusing.
I know, that prospect is probably sounds as fun to you as sticking your arm in a working wood-chipper, but from someone who's been there, it's probably your best bet.
I just replied to the secret confessions thread with my actual account, so those of you ninjas who saw it in the 2 seconds it was posted, please do me the favor of not carrying on about it in view of others.