I have two essays due tomorrow, one of which is for a teacher whom I'm afraid is putting less and less faith in me to the point where she doesn't really like me anymore, and the other is for a teacher whom I love and respect. The second is worth 275 points, and lays the foundation for the presentation I have to do next week.
In addition, I have half of my geometry final tomorrow, and I really ought to study.
Why is it that any time I think I can be absolutely fine all by myself, I get a stupid crush and feel like my world's falling to pieces? I feel so stupid and pathetic and typical-teenage-girl-ish... I really freaking HATE it.
Lately I've been wearing black all the time just 'cause I feel like it, I'm not trying to make any kind of statement or anything, and this stupid stuff combined with school pressure is making me cry for at least an hour every freaking night, which wastes more time... It all just makes me feel like shit.
Then there's my brother and sister. Bro's fine whenever he's not around her or when he's not frustrated at something, which is pretty much never, and my sister... She knows how to be a little bitch to everyone one minute and make everything all perfect and happy and sweet the next, and then right back in a split second, and somehow manages to get away with it. I can't stand to even listen to either of them anymore.
Also, today I got into a pissed mood when I got home from school, so I slammed the door, blasted some music, and cleaned my entire room.
Oh yeah, and I have an AP Human Geography exam first thing tomorrow morning.
Now I wish everyone would SHUT UP so I don't start screaming.......aje;o righaadmlkvo o.e