What are you doing right now?

[EndOfTheEarth]

Besides posting on here and replying to this thread. Original credit for this goes back to Fate and Nathan on MX.

[Xuut]

I watch it at least four times a year.

-Is a nerd for Garfield, Calvin and Hobbes, and Charlie Brown-

[Megan (Fishy)]

I just got called a n00b...... IRL. I love my friends.

[Megan (Fishy)]

Yes. Over the phone. It was epic. It was a three-way (a three-way call, *ahem*) and the one friend and I got into verbal spam wars, and he called me a n00b, and I said "dude, did you just call me a n00b IRL?" (yeah, I actually said "IRL") and then my other friend told us we were complete dorks, and hung up on us. It was fun.

[Lamp Post]

XD Nice.

[Throne_Spaz]

I'm listening to Framing Hanley again... I'm also dead.

[Megan (Fishy)]

It's amazing, I'm doing research, and I'm STILL not doing what I need to be doing. I have plenty of research on cell structure to do for bio. Instead, I'm looking into a new cell phone plan, and the cultures of different West Coast cities that a character for my NaNo could be from. But don't ask me what it's about. I don't even have a plot. Just rough characters. I love making characters.

[Megan (Fishy)]

XD *procrastinates a LOT* *really shouldn't anymore*

I, basically, murdered my academics with that. Well, that and the flu, anyway.

I've been..... well, I'm still alive, somehow. You?

[Megan (Fishy)]

I missed a lot with the flu, and I already had horrible, horrible grades before then. I now have a D in English, like I mentioned earlier. Lovely, eh?

Wait, who is Jess, again?
Why will the holidays be difficult? *hugshugshugs*

[Megan (Fishy)]

I usually do wonderful in English. And I love that class, too, it's just that I missed so much work that I went from an A to a D.

Ohh.... *nods*

*hugs* Oh, hon..... I completely understand what you're saying. I worry about my brother in the exact same way. He's always had it easy, when we were little, so when he had to deal with CPS for his first time ever, and he had to testify in court, or when he didn't get a meal every once in awhile or something.... It killed me. But it's not your responsibility, just try to remember that, hon. *loves you forever*

[Megan (Fishy)]

*doesn't want you to cry* *understands completely* *hugs forever*

We're here for you, hon, remember that. And while we may not have experience with everything, some of us can understand bits and pieces of it, and we'll listen to anything you have to throw at us. We just want you to feel better.

[Megan (Fishy)]

*nods* The other day, I was in class, and I was just so freaked out and overwhelmed and frustrated with everything, and all I could think about was getting home, and getting on Z's site. Getting on TH Chat. Talking to Lamp, Pyro, Fate, Kayte, Nathan, etc. That's all I wanted to do, and I had it worked out in my head that when I got home, Lamp and you would both be online, and I was so, so very happy when I was right.

I haven't lost all that many family members. I lost my great-grandpa, and I had so many ups and downs with my mother, that it's kind of like losing her, but it's more resent and hatred and a whole lot of other weird emotions that you wouldn't expect. But she's alive, and I can go visit her in her rehab whenever I want. So I can't really relate there, but I'm so very sorry, and I'm here for you, hon, I really really am.

[Megan (Fishy)]

Yeah.... even as a little kid, I went through periods of thinking of my mother as an actual mother, and resenting her and wishing she would stop creating so much work for me. How does an adult create work for a 5 year old? You'd be surprised.

*hugs forever* It's good, to let it out, to talk about it. Whether it's with your cat or with me, or with somebody else, it's just good to talk sometimes. And I'm always here to listen. Not like I'm ever doing anything important anyway, I put all of that off to do nothing.I tell you guys so much more than I tell any of my RL friends. Because my RL friends don't care that much, they don't listen at all, they don't want to hear about it. I swear to god, you and Lamp and Miles and Pyro know more about me than any other person on the face of the Earth, and in some respects you know me better than I know myself. When something, whether good or bad happens to me, and I get to the point of wanting to tell someone, I first think of you guys.