(Exactly. The last part, is what would kill me more than anything. If one of you has it out for me, and you're close enough to.... well, basically know what's important to me, then go ahead and have at it. Better sooner than later, and if one of the people I'm closest with really wanted to do that..... then everything's over for me anyway. I'm really that close with some of you.)
No, you're not allowed to die. Fate's forbidden us all my immediate reaction to that was to jump off a building and I'm forbidding you too.... so you're dually forbidden from dying.
You know that stupid saying people always use, uh, "Do as I say, not as I do"? Yeah, well that applies to pretty much everything I ever do or say. I have good ideas and advice surprisingly often, I just never listen to it.