Permalink Reply by Fate on December 19, 2009 at 4:55pm
Yeah...
I'm not entirely sure. We weren't going to use mine and Shania's decorations, because nobody wanted to go to the storage shed, or nobody who can drive anyway, and I dunno, I guess there's just so many good memories with those decorations, and I wanted to have something be normal about this Christmas, so I burst into tears. Just, I did manage to go into the bathroom before doing so, so that my family didn't see. Then I felt like an idiot.
I did something like that when mom said she wanted to throw my Throne away.But I didn't make it to the bathroom before I started bawling..
Permalink Reply by Fate on December 19, 2009 at 5:01pm
I mean, I was already upset, because we weren't using our Christmas tree, and my dad bought that for my mom and I don't have a lot of stuff he got. So it's sentimental, and then not using the decorations just, I dunno it made things worse.
Yes. Cold. Too much cold. And I like cold. But not really hard freezing cold wind that throws rain into your face that feels like little icicles/needles driving into your skin while you go numb.
This was our weather all freaking day. And Mom picked today to go Christmas shopping. >.<'