Fuck. Today I found out that two of my best friends hate on me behind my back, because, strangely enough, I've met some different people in high-school. I feel really bad for our friend caught in the middle, and now things are so awkward (he's the one who mentioned them) that now I'll probably lose him too. Not sure whether to go tell them they're douches or just try to... smooth things out.
Permalink Reply by Xuut on December 3, 2010 at 11:26am
Kinda disappointed.
Model UN is the BEST Debate event of the year. It trumps Mock Leg apparently.
Only my Debate coach won't take us because:
1.) It's three days.
2.) It's after regionals.
3.) Everyone is allowed to go to regionals now.
And my Social teacher (who is head of the Social Studies dept.) wasn't here today so I couldn't ask her if she could take us or if she knew who could. Because my school has participated in Model UN before, and this year is the first year with an actual Debate Team.
I really want to go... Damn my Social teacher for not being here when I needed her.
Slowly going insane with a lack of fulfilling things to do with my time. The only possible option at the moment is edit, but good god I HATE editing because it's always partial, you can't ever really get into it, at it takes fricking forever.
Even worse, the only other book I've been able to get my hands on is moving only slightly faster than a Niven novel, it's an incredibly slow night on MDW, and my girlfriend isn't available this late on most school nights.
I'm sorry, I realize that my family is very, very excited about Christmas... But I can't be that excited about Christmas when I'll be old enough to legally do magic outside of Hogwarts in only a week.
Just wait a week and a half. Then maybe I'll be in the Christmas spirit.
Sometimes, yeah... It's just annoying when people try to throw me Christmas-themed birthday parties and get me Christmas-ey presents, and my mom has no money to do anything for me 'cause she's buying presents for everyone else.