You guys are the only people, besides some family members and one RL friend, who actually notice and seem to care if something's wrong with me. My RL friends don't ask, or seem to notice, or if they do notice something's off, they just don't care. I feel like I rely on you all way too much, and I feel horrible about it, but.... in turn, I also care about you all far more than you probably realize, and I'd do anything for any of you, but you already knew that. So it.... sort of evens out. But I still rely on you all too much.
>.> I like feeling like friends rely on me. It makes me feel like I'm actually making a difference, and that I'm not completely unhelpful and a burden to them. I actually appreciate being trusted and relied on. I more or less thrive on feeling like I'm actually needed. But yeah, I rely on and trust you all with everything, far more than anyone should rely on another person with.
*coughs* You should do your hw, so you don't, like, fall behind, and all that crap.... get good grades....don't procrastinate.... take care of yourself.... Jeez, I can't even scold people online with a straight face. *hypocritehypocritehypocrite*
Maths... I swap between really good and really bad. Normally between the two parts of the same test. Chem was alright until recently when I realised I didn't need to do it next year and, despite not changing my studying for Chem, I failed and almost failed the last two tests.