Yeah, It's to the point that it's kind of a pain to keep in touch. If it becomes to much work, I'm afraid I'll give up... I don't want to lose touch with everyone.
Yeah, even though it's hard, I'll still keep in touch with all of you. Because, bottom line, I love you guys, and you guys have gotten me through so much. And, I can't seem to find real life friends that work for me, but I've found you guys, and you've made me feel like a person worth something, like I can make friends, like there's a chance for me. And no matter how hard it gets, I'll keep contact with you guys, because your the best friends I'll ever have.
Yeah, even when I'm angry or upset, or hopless, you guys are here to make me smile...
Thanks Lamp, see that's something you guys tell me. I can't really handle having friends in RL because I'm really socially screwed up, but you guys, I can be close to, and I feel like I can trust.
IRL. . .. I have a good set of friends, just, we aren't adjusting to the times.
You guys. . . . -sigh-
I wish there was a community of MX'ers we all lived in, IRL, or something.
My friends in real life are probably a lot better than I give them credit for. But, I've had so many bad friends in the past that I'm paranoid, I can't handle having friends that I'm close to, because I expect them to hate me. I expect them to treat me badly, because I expect that no matter what I'll never be good enough to have friends. Even thought I know it's ridiculous, it's still an issue I have to work with every day. And I wonder if it isn't that I can relate to you guys because you're online and not IRL. Maybe if I knew you guys IRL I would be the same way with you as I am with my RL friends. I dunno.
But, I get what you're saying. Everything with our friendship here works so perfectly, and there's so much love. I wish that we could all know each other in RL, it would make things so much easier.