Secret Confessions

[Doomy]

[Edited Because I Fracking Can]

Welcome to the Secret Confessions thread. Beyond the pure anonymity of the internet, there lies a certain level of understanding behind all the accounts here on FF. The SC account carries burden of allowing the user to give a candid, private confession with (hopefully) understanding feedback. The SC thread is for other posters to give kind and/or helpful advice, words of empathy, or a secret of their own (under the SC name or not).

This account is a group account, and EVERYONE needs to treat it respectfully. By posting under the Secret Confessor, you are pledging to refrain from hate mail, "finger-pointing", insulting and being a jerkface. By posting in the SC thread, you are pledging to keep the comments respectful. This has not yet been a problem, but it's nice to have written down "just in case".

If you would like to use the SC account for ANY reason beside posting in this thread, please PM me- even if it's under the SC name (this is not to exert authority, but to maintain order over a very accessible account).

Thank you!


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[Zapp]

I have a mancrush :D

*whispers* Johnny Depp...

[Kayte]

*agrees* It's not like a sexual thing, it's more of a admiration and beauty kind of thing. I know lots of girls who have had girl crushes.

[Secret Confessor]

When

people tell me that I'm
a

P . r . e . t . t . y

girl,

I smile, but
wonder

how they can

l . i . e

to
my
face.

Because someone who is as
u-g-l-y
As I

On the inside

Doesn't deserve
the
praise.

[Secret Confessor]

I'm falling in love with someone I met online....and the last time that happened, the person turned out to be a backstabbing liar who broke my heart and caused my parents to nearly kick me out of the house when they found out that I had been talking to someone online. I stopped eating, and the huge bruises from where I had been throttled stayed there even days after it happened. If I hadn't been a camp councilor soon after, I might have slumped into a bigger depression and lost more weight than I had.

Also, I'm just depressed in general right now. I don't think I'll ever have a significant other who isn't either perverted or an idiot, and the RL person I like as well is probably going to go hook up and get laid at some Halloween party tonight.

Happy Fucking Halloween.

[Doomy]

*Hugs*

That's the best I can do, and I'm sorry for that :( .

[EndOfTheEarth]

Oy, sounds like a difficult issue.
1) What has the online person done that you love them for?
2) This RL person, if you have such little faith in them why do you like them in the first place?

I find that with just about any issue, once you examine it thoroughly, or have others assist you in doing so, the problem solves itself.

[Tash]

>.>
I could have written that...
So easily.

[Secret Confessor]

I'm so messed up I don't even know where to start. It seems like everything that can go wrong is going wrong. My life has become a total, uncontrolable mess and I don't know how to start fixing it. Everything is made worse by the fact that I'm fairly sure it's all my fault.

[EndOfTheEarth]

I'm willing to bet that over 4/5 of the things you suggested are not your fault,

If you want to get it back under control, make a list with Easiest to fix at the top, and hardest to fix at the bottom. Then, start at the top, and work your way down. I find this tactic tends to be the most effective.

[Secret Confessor]

Thanks, I'll try that.

[Secret Confessor]

I let her control my life
I cried over her
I felt guilty for hurting her
I told her how I felt
She lied
She doesn't love me
She threw me away
I feel like trash
I feel ugly
I want to get over her
I can't talk to other people
I still love her
She fantastic
She keeps breaking my heart
I have to get over her
I shouldn't have done this
I shouldn't have become involved
I should have left when I could
This isn't a crush
Its an addiction
I may feel like trash but...
I am pretty
I am thin
I am smart
I will live
She doesn't control me
I am free

[Doomy]

*HUGS*