*accepts tea* Yeah, I know... I'm just too nice of person to not feel bad, I guess. :/
Even from the beginning it was like "Whoa, some guy who's two years older than me likes me, and I've never really been in that kind of relationship before... what the hell?" But still went with it. I didn't know how to say no. :( Now I've gone through this internal breakthrough and I feel awesome, but still really bad for him.
And now I have to go rinse this dye out of my hair. I'll probably be back in 45 minutes, if I come back. Need a shower. Might go to bed, so possibly goodnight.
See, I never got to meet my great-grandfather, but tonight I got to read two samples of his scientific writing (a paper he worked on about nutrition in post-war Vienna, and his senior college thesis on slipped tendons in chicks) and oh God I regret not meeting the man.
He was fairly handy with words, a totally kickass scientist, and he liked Sherlock Holmes.
Thinking about Animal Liberation and exhibiting mild surprise over the fact that my mom doesn't actually care that I've been avoiding eating meat lately.